A small break

I think it's for the best for me and the communtiy here if I take a small break.
I'm ultra-sensitive right now, irritable and unstable. Stuffs happened in my life that I'm not too fond off.
School is taking a major hit on me, and I need to give it a little bit more attention than I've done recently.
There's just a big clutter in my head that I need to sort out for my own sake, and for yours, to prevent me from blowing up in your faces, which is not a pleasant experience for either of us, trust me.
I can safely say i've been a bit down lately, and I guess that might be a contributing factor to my absence recently. I just haven't felt like RPing or even talking to anyone.

Everytime I start to come out of the dark hole i've ended up in at the moment, something always pushes me back in, It's either the fighting between my parents, the verbal abuse from my father towards my mother.
I've been shutting alot of my feelings inside lately, and I have to admitt, over the past month(s) I've been using this site to escape from the reality, but I have to deal with it now.

There are also other things that require my attention, such as helping my mother since she can't walk, taking care of the dogs and as mentioned above, focusing more on school.

Whenever I'm at home my parents have always been fighting, so i go up into my room, close the door and come on here, You guys have really helped me to distract myself, if even, forget about the situation at home for a short while. And I'm happy for that, I really am.

I just need some time to balance myself so I can return to my old stable and cheery self.

I really do hope you guys understand.
I'll be popping by, but I'm most likely not going to RP.
I don't use alot of time to get back into balance, it's usually like this a couple of times in the year but I have to handle it myself, by myself.

I'll probally be back in one week or less

Best of wishes

Awww, I wish I had noticed this earlier. Don't worry, Henate we don't mind at all. I understand what you are going through. Take as long as you need to pull yourself together and get your grades together.

~ With Love and Respect, Kura

We understand Henate. Like Kura said take your time to pull yourself, and your grades together. If you ever need someone to listen, I will be happy to listen, and try my best to help.

Massie

Thanks for understanding guys ^^ I've used the time from wednesday to today to pull myself together, and i feel like i have more control over my life and such again, The grades is something i have to work on over a longer period of time.
I'm kinda returning and such, but i'll be less active than before because of the grades etc. I will be RPing again now ^^ if only a little, and I guess ill gradually build it up and stuff so yeah